17 months you've been gone baby boy. Only feels like yesterday that we lost you, yet forever since we've held you and squeezed and kissed you all over! We miss you getting into our bed every morning for a cuddle before your sisters would come down and harrass you! We miss hearing your filthy giggle when something made you laugh or when you were being mischievious! We even miss the sound of your football continuously getting kicked around the house! We miss not buying random fruits for you to try because your sisters hate them! Watching the footy isnt the same without you in your Chelsea kit shouting at the tv! We miss you shooting us with your guns and hiding our belongings! Daddy Spud misses his chilli eating buddy and not being able to make you bikes anymore! Jack is looking after your sisters for you and has pinned your tshirt to his wall with the rest of the things he has made to remember you. We miss not seeing you playing out with your friends, constantly slamming the door! Sunny days arent the same without your beaming face running around! You'd spend hours catching bugs to look after or torment me with! I miss seeing your face jumping up at the window with handfuls of flowers you'd stolen from the neighbours garden! We miss how protective you were over your sisters and Jack but know that you will keep them safe from heaven <3 The sound of your voice is missed more than words can describe, you had the cutest way of saying love you mama <3 We all struggle with how quiet the house is without you here. There is a void that can not be replaced, and that void is you <3 Our gorgeous, caring, cheeky little rascal! We love you soldier boy, you are in our thoughts and hearts always & forever. Love you all the days xxxxxxxxx